Worth it as a woman?
Pretty and pained
Talent and tainted
delusion or destiny
Emotional process, it’ll take many more
years and tears and fears till it all
Was it done the wrong time?
Was it inevitable?
Pain my heart, afflicted every day,hour
good enough, real enough, sure enough
I kept on my polish and my tight clothes
grew tighter . Nightime, short skirts and strolls
Lovers in the night
No stop to fun in sight
As an outlaw, I cling to the hardest elements
I scrutinize and rebel
Always feel time will tell
of heaven’s days and its’ hell