Changes

Worth it as a woman?

Pretty and pained

Talent and tainted

delusion or destiny

Emotional process, it’ll take many more

years and tears and fears till it all

gets right

Was it done the wrong time?

Was it inevitable?

Pain my heart, afflicted every day,hour

good enough, real enough, sure enough

I kept on my polish and my tight clothes

grew tighter . Nightime, short skirts and strolls

Lovers in the night

No stop to fun in sight

As an outlaw, I cling to the hardest elements

I scrutinize and rebel

Always feel time will tell

of heaven’s days and its’ hell