Just cause it’s not rated don’t mean it aint good Just cause its uncharted dont mean it’s wothout reward Just cause they don’t like you don’t mean you aint shit See its flying over the cerebral regal one, he say shit like that to me Playing heart attacks and seducing strokes of gratuitous misfortune IContinue reading “Just cause”
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Rambling
Someone close to me died recently. Interesting thing that death is. That final act of someone’s life. I think that I prepared myself for a long time for this day. That incessant anxiety of knowing something will happen years before it does. You spend life waiting. So in many ways I prepare for everyone’s deathContinue reading “Rambling”
10 years old
This year I will approach having lived ten years in my truth. That’s a remarkable number to me as they have always been. Like when I acknowledged 6 months and 1 year then 4 years and 7 years and so on. Each bench mark ,it comes back to me that for ten years I haveContinue reading “10 years old”
The D word
I live with Depression. As I write that I already hear in my head a voice saying “Don’t go there”. I had this weird thought earlier about how I feel in America, there’s this idea of emotion being bad. That one should somehow lessen their emotions, make them palatable to a very dry ass environment.Continue reading “The D word”
This way
It was meant to be this way The arrogance The humble The roars and the rumble Every tear shed, every insult uttered, every fist that flew The solitude The misunderstanding The chanting and the dancing to thine own song she be true Alotta scars and thousands of bruise Bruise on heart and mind, bruise onContinue reading “This way”
Christmas: A time to remember
If I could be 5 again just to enjoy that immense magic both that word and day used to signify to me. It was always bigger than the gifts, Christmas always had this feel. This warm, rich, cozy, decorative , happy feeling that enveloped the rest of the winter with this airiness, with this senseContinue reading “Christmas: A time to remember”
12/20/21
It’s a really weird time to be alive in this world. Everything holds a weight, a meaning , a price tag not equated with money. Currency as more than, as capabilities, as options, as opt-outs. Imagine in 5,10 or 20 years when those movies and tv shows come out about this time, we’ll all imagineContinue reading “12/20/21”
Nothing makes sense and I don’t trust you fuckers
You hear that? That buzzing , that incessant ass itching buzzing of detritus entrenched play lines. Repeat it, repeat it, repeat it, sleep it, eat it, feed it, make it bigger than it was bug em out and keep em strapped with virtuous measures, all signs of a trap. I’m not mad but so fuckingContinue reading “Nothing makes sense and I don’t trust you fuckers”
Ms .Tammy
Everybody need somebody. I tell you if that ain’t the Good Lord truth right there. Don’t matter if you a billionaire mogul or a bum laying under the bridge. We all wanna be thought about sometimes. That shit hit harder now at my age. I’ll be 58 in August which shocks the shit outta meContinue reading “Ms .Tammy”
The Teacher
Graphically sexual fyi It’s amazing how life can change in an instant. What person or persons you could meet who will have such a profound effect on you ?Who will question all that you thought you knew. I’m David Walsh ,35 successful author and English professor at Columbia. I’m sexy, single ,no kids and haveContinue reading “The Teacher”
Big Black Trans and Beautiful 