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Nothing makes sense and I don’t trust you fuckers

You hear that? That buzzing , that incessant ass itching buzzing of detritus entrenched play lines. Repeat it, repeat it, repeat it, sleep it, eat it, feed it, make it bigger than it was bug em out and keep em strapped with virtuous measures, all signs of a trap. I’m not mad but so fuckingContinue reading “Nothing makes sense and I don’t trust you fuckers”

Ms .Tammy

Everybody need somebody. I tell you if that ain’t the Good Lord truth right there. Don’t matter if you a billionaire mogul or a bum laying under the bridge. We all wanna be thought about sometimes. That shit hit harder now at my age. I’ll be 58 in August which shocks the shit outta meContinue reading “Ms .Tammy”

The Teacher

Graphically sexual fyi It’s amazing how life can change in an instant. What person or persons you could meet who will have such a profound effect on you ?Who will question all that you thought you knew. I’m David Walsh ,35 successful author and English professor at Columbia. I’m sexy, single ,no kids and haveContinue reading “The Teacher”

Changes

Worth it as a woman? Pretty and pained Talent and tainted delusion or destiny Emotional process, it’ll take many more years and tears and fears till it all gets right Was it done the wrong time? Was it inevitable? Pain my heart, afflicted every day,hour good enough, real enough, sure enough I kept on myContinue reading “Changes”

WIN

I want to win The pink curtains flutter in the warm room the vestiges of summer sunlight revealing ace beginnings of fall I want to win whether I have 100 or 0 friends I want to win even when I fall I want to win when I can’t walk and maybe I ‘ll crawl IContinue reading “WIN”

Predator Pleasure

I touch that soft weighty part between your thighs as you fantasize about mine And you love all my parts and pieces And hate yourself and hate me for having them You look me up at night on sordid websites where my sisters perform and play with men dates your contemporaries.You seek me out, somehowContinue reading “Predator Pleasure”

What I know

But all I can say is that it can be tough and confusing to be a transwoman. As lonely and rejecting as that truth can be, I acknowledge the flow to my person. And i am very much my own woman even if by the narrow margins of ‘woman’ and ‘transwoman’ I never fit. IContinue reading “What I know”

Boy crazy and Beauty

Boy crazy always wanting a hug wanting to be felt wanting sweet kisses and holding of hands Fantasizing about being someone’s lady To be so good and told over and over again you not good enough And she hears it so much it stampeded on her head with a weight that wakes one up thatContinue reading “Boy crazy and Beauty”

Ugly beautiful things I see you shining baby glistening Intensely decadent u kno my name My face you sense my scent and pull me Profusely regret less ugly beautiful things I can’t resist my lips they twitch My eyes glaze I hover as I’m grazed And I pay taxes with no return Anyway Ugly beautifulContinue reading

Mad

Angry with GOD I took a drink it burns my throat And chest and cools my pain I have no shame I feel nothing all the same Cold in freezing tears staining the many faces Of my short young years.I have no place,no right. No right to even write this but at times I beContinue reading “Mad”