Worth it as a woman? Pretty and pained Talent and tainted delusion or destiny Emotional process, it’ll take many more years and tears and fears till it all gets right Was it done the wrong time? Was it inevitable? Pain my heart, afflicted every day,hour good enough, real enough, sure enough I kept on myContinue reading “Changes”
Category Archives: Short story
Predator Pleasure
I touch that soft weighty part between your thighs as you fantasize about mine And you love all my parts and pieces And hate yourself and hate me for having them You look me up at night on sordid websites where my sisters perform and play with men dates your contemporaries.You seek me out, somehowContinue reading “Predator Pleasure”
Mad
Angry with GOD I took a drink it burns my throat And chest and cools my pain I have no shame I feel nothing all the same Cold in freezing tears staining the many faces Of my short young years.I have no place,no right. No right to even write this but at times I beContinue reading “Mad”
Hurt me Hit me Hurt me Hit me HIGH TO COME DOWN TO earth come back down Erratic,pulsing HATEFUL VERMIN Worship ugly beauty filled demons. Pose struck for a reason Steady sexy camera teasing My shit stinks A combination of weed and fast food Liquor,sodas packed with sugar Candy,fruits shameless dietary habits of youth PassingContinue reading
Memories written 9/24/11
I miss those missed nights of twisted visions ,enchanted sights,erect phalluses and the sweetest poetry spewed by the lips of a deceitful cupid. I miss the tension the fear, the pain, the grills That rush of man love helping to temporarily drown my insecurities .I’m beautiful at least part of tha day. My mind fucked up off the sweet bullshit , my heart flutteringContinue reading “Memories written 9/24/11”
Inheritance
How had it gotten here? Terrance thought to himself in the passenger seat of the Impala. The dark streets of Harlem were eerily empty and the pinkness of the night sky foreshadowed the snow storm coming. The man driving had got him here. He’d been too much. Ugh this fucking bullshit, Lock said out loudContinue reading “Inheritance”
Anton
Where you get that smile Anton? The one you flash fiercely and fear me fool me with its’ loveliness You all majestic and shit corny true but that’s how it be when i see you hitting me at the latest hours, always rushed and tensed you beat my ass how i deserve it. i meanContinue reading “Anton”
Throw them Depressed Bitches Away
Hate ya fucking ass hate ya fucking ass screwed up, blazing eyes five seconds from tears relentlessly locked in , catching wind no desire to be friends wanna punch you in the face and spit in it cause you got me hot leave me the fuck alone Aint I human enough to be mad? toContinue reading “Throw them Depressed Bitches Away”
Don’t expect too much
Least of all from one person to you. Time and time again you put your belief in someone , you hope that you are to them what they are to you. And it doesn’t take long to realize that is not the case. And interest and investment is fleeting. And all your gifts and allContinue reading “Don’t expect too much”
Senses
You saw my titties and did not touch them I did not take it personal I smiled at your refusal and enticed you with my eyes hoping to warm your ice You heard my brain but asked no questions I continued to spill but it was never mopped up You felt my pleas and turnedContinue reading “Senses”
Big Black Trans and Beautiful 